Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 11:54 PM


EXAMS ARE FINALLYYYY OVEERRR!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 5:51 PM


i suddenly lost all motivation to study though i am not done with events management and accounting... deep down within i am scared of exams.. but i just dont feel like writing, reading anymore..

maybe its the weather

maybe i am just plain lazy

whatever..

motivation... where have you gone to? you need to come back quick.

feel like gg for a run right now.. but its raining...

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 10:56 PM


"But how I am on stage is exactly who I am, how I living my life is exactly the way I had envisioned it to be" - Lady GaGa

i really kudos her talent in music. she daring-ness and all just gave me a sense of honesty.. like.. its just her... whatever that she wears, its just her her and not anyone else.. dont really care what does others really think..

i wonder when will i ever be like that..

i always want to be someone that doesnt give two hoots about ppl who are always trying to get me down. whether is it through their constant criticism or their own insecurities, i always tell myself to just ignore them. but i have to confess, i aint that strong. i still pretty much care about what ppl say and think about me.. sometimes i behave the way i behave not becos i want to, but more like i have to.. and its not easy.. there are times in my life i wonder "who am i?" "who is this girl that is staring back at me in the mirror?" "do i know her?" but i thank God that i dont struggle with that question for too long.. becos i know, i am always a daughter of christ.. that even if i die without the world knowing who tan yan bing is, its alright.. as long as God remembers me and remember to bring me to heaven, its all alright. hahahas.

from that one sentence from Lady GaGa, i began to learnt the power of imagination! the fourth dimension that pastor yonggi cho writes about.. its not just a christian thing, but its just a very real life thing.. the difference is that when you are a christian, God can empower you to complete it.. what do you envision yourself to be? a top CEO running a business? the top banker? if you can see it, you can have it! why is having a great vision so important? becos when u have a vision, you will mould your life according to that vision. i have a vision of gg to NTU.. that explains why i study this hard for my tests, exams and chiong for projects. there are alot of ppl around me that study for the sake of studying (no offence really.), from them, you will often see their lack of energy and commitment in project work and even in their own work. that simply becos, they lack a vision for their studies. WHY do u wanna get that diploma? WHY do you want that degree? just a paper to put inside your resume? i wanna be a successful business woman next time when i grow up. i know degree doesnt necessarily mean i will be successful.. but at least its a good starting point and something i can fall back on if i decided business is not my type.. at least i have a degree and can work somewhere, be a director or something.. i love the energy that ooze out from business.. maybe it runs in my family DNA.. but i simply love business.. thats my vision and i am glad i am working towards it..

enough said. i am starting to study for friday -media relations! NTU 2010!

Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 12:21 AM


the power of PROCRASTINATION.

i've been telling myself to study and all.. but i seem to be so tired and lathargic every night. someone please motivate me. i dont wanna cry when exam starts on friday next week..

got back some of my coursework grades. by the grace of God, for my corporate communication subjects this time, i got B+ for both. i just need to work hard for exams to secure my As. My accounting i got an A already.. but anything can happen, so i shall not be complacent. well.. for my special interest tourism... sigh.. dont talk abt it already.. if i can get a B+ for my overall grade... i "sun ba" and i cross my heart that i will go on a 40 days fast. (i am just kidding luh)...

time check: 12:26am.. and i am feeling sleepy... hahahas. how to study like that.

before i go,


1. Men are NOT mind readers. ( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE )

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just tell us what you want!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question..

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..because we don't disturb
you while you are watching your soaps and serials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We all do that. 1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will ! act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. !

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Racing or Football.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. ! Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this. Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight; But did you know men really don't mind that ? It's like camping.

Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 7:31 PM


I FINALLY WENT TO TOWN TODAY!! OMG. call me a mountain turtle. i nearly got lost at the train station due to ION. whatever. i am happy nonetheless.

went town with bro and sis. its been so long since we last hang out together.. sigh.. just short of one sis before it become a siblings outing. hahahs. Bro was really sweet to bless my sis and i a hundred bucks for shopping! i was shocked when we were standing at the shoe shop, just trying on a pair of shoes each and he simply said, we'll get both of this. hahhas. you bet girl and i was thrilled! however, i realised the stuff at far east is getting more and more expensive. God knows what happened to the shops.. is like.. pants are selling for $59? and the quality is barely there.. werid. i guess bugis is the only cheap place left to shop.

ok. after this desired of hitting town is fulfilled, i am getting back to my mould hill of tampines. exams is next FRIDAY. and i have yet to even start studying. God Bless my soul.

"was i dreaming or was it true? that you were actually looking at me."

Thursday, August 06, 2009 @ 7:27 PM


alright. i am really tired. like to the max... i feel like gg home RIGHT now.. but obviously i cant... i am hunry and tired.. what worst combination can this get..

i just ended the most stressed out day of my week.. with a test and also an event today.. i was the MC and its my first time being MC.. (ok, dont consider cg) but seriously, its really the experience i had in cgm that gave me the courage to accept the MC challenge when i was asked to.. thank God amy and i pulled through great.. though at some point in time, the tutors when really quiet.. hahhas.

SIT test was really CHUI. i am gg to die with it.. i crap so much that i dont even know what i was writing. i just hope God will make that miracle.. sigh.. i better stop being complacent and start studying for EXAMS..

however, i really feel like gg on a holiday.. i feel like just gg some island and chill for an entire day without worrying abt anything in the world.. when will i ever get to do that?

Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 11:51 PM


hello earthlings!